March is National Essential Tremor Awareness Month and throughout the month we will be shining a light on people who have essential tremor. Everyone has a story to tell. We hope that these stories will resonate with others, validating the everyday struggles people with ET feel physically and emotionally. As we shine a light on these individuals, we are shining a light on ET and raising awareness. Please share these stories with others.
I guess I’ve had essential tremor all my life. I remember as a child, my mom took me to the doctor and he would have me hold my arms straight out in front of me with my fingers spread apart. Then he would give me some type of injection. I never knew what it was and my mom never told me.
I never knew I had essential tremor until I was in my late 50s. I went to a neurologist for something else and that’s what he told me. The minute he walked into the room and took a look at me shaking, he knew.
As I’ve gotten older it has worsened. I’ve tried to work at a coffee shop and couldn’t carry a cup of coffee to a customer. All of my life I’ve had people ask me why I shake. Am I scared? I’ve even had people laugh at me because I was shaking. Some people have said I’m on drugs because I shake, or am an alcoholic. I’m so tired of the embarrassment. I just want this nightmare to end.
I tried a medication called propranolol. But I was on blood pressure medication and other medication at the time and went into the hospital because I was sleepy and tired. That told me I was being over medicated. So I got off everything but the blood pressure medicine.
If I’m ever blessed with something that helps me with my tremors, I will be sure to share it.